Random Friday!

• I had an exhausting week! I worked out in the mornings and all day long, I had to write my thesis! At nights, I went to our new place to paint et to do some cleaning and unpacking with my mom! This weekend will be the last big weekend to paint the place! Can't wait!!!

• I applied to some jobs but I have not heard anything yet... This is a stressful thing for me... I just hope to find a job soon!!!

• Lately, I'm kind in a lack of inspiration for my blog... I just seem to repeat myself week after week... I don't feel like writing a lot...

• My parents are getting a new car! Instead of selling it right away, they will lend me their old car for some months, so I'm happy! Very nice of them!

• Some friends of B are getting married this summer! I'm happy for them but I'm also kind of jealous because B and I have been together for 8.5 years and his friends only have been dating for like 2 years, I feel like my turn will never come... Each time B's friends get engaged or married, I feel that way because I just feel that B is not ready for that, even if he is now 29 and I'm 26... (and according to me, 8.5 years of dating is a long time, I don't know what B needs to make the move. We know each other so much and we live together and everything is fine.. Is he uncertain of his love for me or what?!) and I'm questioning myself...  He knows that I do want to get married but I know that he is not thrilled when I watch weddings tv shows and  when I talk about those shows!!! (thing that I rarely do!!!)
  Am I the only one to feel that way?!?!
  
  
  
  
  Happy weekend everyone!!!
  
  

Nightmare!

 

Wedding nightmare

 Every night, I dream a lot and often, I can remember my dreams! But I didn't like last night dream! It was in August on my wedding day (hum wedding?!) and everything was going wrong! I had forgotten to hire a photographer! My dress didn't fit well because I had lost 10 pounds! Plenty of people didn't make it to the reception because of a snow storm (in August?!?!?!)! I didn't have a single picture of me and my husband together! We didn't sat together for dinner, he was with his friends and I was with my family?!? The bakery had forgotten to bring the cake and we were stuck with a little frozen cake from the grocery store?!?!

It's all I can remember but it's a lot! I'm not even planning a wedding and I'm already having nightmares!

It's scary! I hope none of this is going to happen in the real life if I get married one day!